Thank you for your patience
A brief update on life and the hurdles within.
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5/13/20251 min read


Even though I haven't really gone public yet with my main website, I found it might be helpful to give an update on where I'm at right now.
As some may know, my grandpa and I held a public art show/sale about a month or so ago. Up until that point, I was cranking out paintings like my life depended on it. I was having fun, and being productive. I guess it was because I had a goal to work towards.
The show itself was slightly lacking, I'll be honest. Although I'm immensely thankful for the friends and family who did show up to support us, there were not many regular passersby who attended, despite our many attempts to advertise the event. As you can imagine, this left me a little disappointed.
What I didn't expect, was to be so entirely drained by the endeavor that I would go into a long bout of art block. It wasn't entirely the fault of the show, I've been struggling with depression moreso than usual and trying to get on a medication that will actually make me want to do things. You may see the painting below. Although it was very fun to make, it has been the only thing I've finished all month. I've got a side project here and there I've been working on, but I really want to be able to paint like I did before.
I also have to come to terms with the fact that not every day is going to be productive, and that's ok.
While my website will be available to all for the foreseen future, I know it might not be all that interesting when there is rarely new material. But for those of you reading this, I hope you know how much it means to me that you are here. There are things coming, big things, I promise. But for now, thank you for your patience.